Vision of the Bema Seat: Bema Seat of Christ 15

In vision I sat beside Jesus.

Here is the whole accounting starting at the very beginning.  Jesus had mercy on me 20 years ago.  He divinely healed me of terminal cancer.  I received His salvation and lived 15 years full throttle for Him and through Him.  Those were years of pure gold, shining silver, and precious gems of heaven I built with. 

Then my husband passed away 5 years ago.  I was just trying to survive, a bereaved widow in a cruel world.  For 3 of those years it was like I was lost in this world.  I was living for this world, instead of living for Jesus.  What a horrible way to live.  Yet, His grace was always with me.  He carried me.  He protected me.Three wasted years of building with wood, hay, and stubble.  I thank God those years will be burnt up at Jesus bema seat. 

Jesus has forgiven me.  Of course I've repented and turned back to Him.  "THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN FORGIVEN MUCH, LOVE MUCH."   His mercy, grace, and forgiveness are unfathomable; a mighty river of His power flowing over us continually from above.

So, one day at church, during deep worship, I was crying and calling out to Jesus not to take away my reward. I felt so sad for my wasted years.  The next thing I knew I was sitting beside Him in vision.  He was sitting on a low stone bench, I was sitting next to Him. He was dressed humbly, with no crown.  Yet, I knew He was the King and I was His wife.  But that didn't really matter.  The only thing that mattered was how perfect He is.  I was so proud of Him.  I couldn't take my eyes off of Him.  My Beloved is all together beautiful.  Jesus always does right.  He is always perfect.  He is the righteous Judge.  He will always do right too. 

There was a group of people standing out in front of Him.  He was judging them.  Everybody was satisfied. Every judgement was good.  It was evident to all Jesus is always fair, and just, merciful.  His decisions are always right.  We can always trust Him.  I have often wondered if this was a vision of His bema seat.  

... MESSIAH, WHO IS THE MYSTERY OF GOD.  IN HIM ARE STORED ALL THE TREASURES OF WISDOMAND KNOWLEDGE. (Col. 2:2c,3 ISV)