Jesus Healed Me of Terminal Cancer

Surely He has borne our griefs
And carried our sorrows;
Yet we esteemed Him stricken,
Smitten by God, and afflicted.
5 But He was wounded for our transgressions,
He was bruised for our iniquities;
The chastisement for our peace was upon Him,
And by His stripes we are healed  (Is. 53;4,5)

The most significant day of my life was the day Jesus touched me from heaven.  Power came into me from His touch.  In a moment, in a miracle of mercy Jesus blew death, despair, and terminal cancer and chemo poisoning out of my body.  He poured in a wave of His living Hope.  Jesus filled me with a miracle!  Just as foretold by the Prophet Isaiah.

That is how I met my Lord and Savior.  He reached out and touched me when I was hopeless, helpless, in despair on my death bed with invasive, end stage, terminal breast cancer.  No hope from man. A broken hearted Momma leaving her children behind.  Only death could tear me away from them.  Only the hand of God could heal me.  And Jesus did.  He showed mercy on my babies and my husband and my Mom that night  about 20 years ago.

The details are this:  After a year of hideous cancer 'treatment' from man I was left just to die.  The cancer had come back into my liver.  I called my Mom from my bed and told her I was dying.  There was no hope for me.  She made me call the minister, Reverend Stilwell, the man of God.  He told me Jesus healed me 2,000 years ago on the cross.  He explained that Jesus had carried my diseases on Him, and by His stripes He healed me.  He prayed for me.  The minister told me Jesus said He would heal me.  The moment he said that I experienced a powerful force start just above my head and flood and flow like a wave from the top of my head to my toes.  Jesus blew out cancer and blew in life.  I met my Savior that night.  Jesus Christ, the power of God.

The Cross

2,000 years ago the Lord of glory was crucified on a cross of wood although He made the earth on which it stood.  God's unfathomable riches of mercy, grace, and forgiveness were blown into the universe forever that day when the Son of Man cried out, "It is finished.  Paid in full."  Jesus then died, His dead body was buried.  Jesus Spirit went down to death and defeated hell death and the grave.  He ascended in victory 3 days later when He arose from the dead into His resurrected body.  Just as foretold by the Prophets since the beginning of time.  Jesus paid the price for the sins of the world, purchased human beings for God from every tribe, people and language and nation by His own blood.  He set His followers free from death and saved us from our sins so we can be kings and priests unto His God.  This is called eternal life, being born again.  Some great day this mortal body will put on immortality.  I will be clothed with glory like my Lord and walk with Him in white forever, and sit with Him in the Paradise of God.  To live is Christ, to die is gain.  

The Prophet Isaiah was the greatest of the Messianic Prophets.  He foresaw Jesus, Messiah, the hope of the world.  Isaiah 53 describes how God revealed His suffering servant to Isaiah for all the world to see.  The Son of Man came to seek and to save that which was lost.  Believe in Him, and some great Day, meet me in Paradise.

Isaiah 53 Contemporary English Version (CEV)

What God’s Servant Did for Us

53 Has anyone believed us
or seen the mighty power
    of the Lord in action?
2 Like a young plant or a root
    that sprouts in dry ground,
the servant grew up
    obeying the Lord.
He wasn’t some handsome king.
Nothing about the way he looked
    made him attractive to us.
3 He was hated and rejected;
his life was filled with sorrow
    and terrible suffering.
No one wanted to look at him.
We despised him and said,
    “He is a nobody!”

4 He suffered and endured
    great pain for us,
but we thought his suffering
    was punishment from God.
5 He was wounded and crushed
    because of our sins;
by taking our punishment,
    he made us completely well.
6 All of us were like sheep
    that had wandered off.
We had each gone our own way,
but the Lord gave him
    the punishment we deserved.

7 He was painfully abused,
    but he did not complain.
He was silent like a lamb
    being led to the butcher,
as quiet as a sheep
    having its wool cut off.

8 He was condemned to death
    without a fair trial.
Who could have imagined
    what would happen to him?
His life was taken away
because of the sinful things
    my people[a] had done.
9 He wasn’t dishonest or violent,
but he was buried in a tomb
    of cruel and rich people.[b]

10 The Lord decided his servant
    would suffer as a sacrifice
to take away the sin
    and guilt of others.
Now the servant will live
    to see his own descendants.[c]
He did everything
    the Lord had planned.

11 By suffering, the servant
will learn the true meaning
    of obeying the Lord.
Although he is innocent,
he will take the punishment
    for the sins of others,
so that many of them
    will no longer be guilty.
12 The Lord will reward him
with honor and power
    for sacrificing his life.
Others thought he was a sinner,
but he suffered for our sins
    and asked God to forgive us

I Repented

Evidently I was like the Church of Sardis last year.  (It seems that I have been like all the churches at different times during my 22 years of so of being in Christ.)  Last year as I was standing and singing in deep worship at church one day the Spirit of Jesus whispered to me (as a thought).  Jesus told me, "I have not found your works complete before my God."  I wondered what the Spirit could mean.   I knew where the verse was so I went home and looked up Jesus message to the Church at Sardis, His message to me.

 

 This is what I read:  

1“And to the angel of the church in Sardis write: ‘The words of him who has the seven spirits of God and the seven stars.

“‘I know your works. You have the reputation of being alive, but you are dead. 2Wake up, and strengthen what remains and is about to die, for I have not found your works complete in the sight of my God. 3Remember, then, what you received and heard. Keep it, and repent. If you will not wake up, I will come like a thief, and you will not know at what hour I will come against you. 4Yet you have still a few names in Sardis, people who have not soiled their garments, and they will walk with me in white, for they are worthy. 5The one who conquers will be clothed thus in white garments, and I will never blot his name out of the book of life. I will confess his name before my Father and before his angels. 6He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.’

Jesus was waking me up, in a soft gentle voice.  I appreciate HIm and love Him so much.  He called to me, my Love awakened me.  I want to walk with Him in white.  So, what did I do?  I immediately woke up!  And repented of not being obedient to His call and instructions on my life. I cried.  I have asked Jesus since then to let me live long and strong enough to complete my works before His God, and my God, His Father and my Father.

So, what are the works He wants me to do?  He had previously told me about 6 months or so before.  Jesus had come to me in a vision while I was in deep worship one Sunday at church.  Jesus told me to "Come up" face to face with Him.  I found myself gazing into His accepting eyes.  He said,  "I still have more for you to do.  Tell of My mercy.  (I knew He meant 20 years ago when He healed me of terminal cancer in a moment, in a miracle!)  Jesus said, "Tell of My grace." (I knew He meant He has carried me on eagles wings of grace for 20 years and the only reason I have a roof over my head, clothes on my back, and food in the fridge is because of His grace.) "And..... tell of My forgiveness." Was HIs final instruction.  (I knew Jesus meant specifically for the forgiveness of my sexual sins after I became a widow.)  As I looked at Jesus I saw HIs mercy, grace and forgiveness and Him as unfathomable.  (Unfathomable means power beyond human comprehension, boundless, endless, unsearachable).  As I gazed upon Him kI realized HIs riches of mercy, grace and forgiveness are forever, powerful; a mighty, mighty river (ocean, atmosphere) of love encompassing us believers.  We followers are in HIm.  We live and move and have our being in His mercy, grace, and forgiveness... blown into the universe 2,000 years ago on the cross... flying on forever, and ever, and ever.

I had only told a few people.  I repented and asked Jesus for the power and opportunity to tell everyone of Him.  And, here  He has given me this opportunity today with you.  Thank-you for listening. 

To me, the very least of all saints, this grace was given, to preach to the Gentiles the unfathomable riches of Christ... in my own, small way.

Persecution in America

The persecution in America has begun.  I had to quit my job(as a caregiver)  because I was told not to talk about God.  And also I got a complaint against me for comforting a dying woman with her hope of Jesus and His free gift of eternal life.

The Muslim hoards are killing Christians in the mideast as never before.  In all the Muslim nations its happening.  Even a woman in Oklahoma City was beheaded by a Muslim man trying to get her to give up Christ.  By the way, the way the Christians for Jesus die throughout the book of Revelation and under the antichrist is by beheading.  Hmm... I think we see a Muslim Antichrist coming down the road. 

Love in Christ, sid

Dreams of WW3

I have had two dreams that have burdened me for years.   I'm even more so burdened by them now.   I don't know if God has 'spoken" to me through these 2 dreams or not.  I pray that He has NOT, that they were simply strange dreams with no significance and nothing more.  The burden has become increasingly heavy just recently, so I feel an obligation to document them .   Not only is the subject a sad and consuming burden, also the lingering question if perhaps God has  'spoken'  to me through these two dreams, ( Ezekiel 33).   So, I don't know if God has 'spoken" to me through these 2 dreams or not, yet at this point I believe I have no other option but to tell what I have seen and heard.

In the first recurring dream I saw  a surprise nuclear strike on Fairchild AFB.  I saw and experienced a mushroom cloud and the wall of nuclear fire burn through me.  It would have decimated all Spokane area.  

In the second dream I was told, "World war 3 will be in 15 years."  Just like someone talking to me.  I heard it. The date of that dream was September 11, 2002, approx 7am.  

 

Please consider this weighty matter.  I pray God give you wisdom.  I'm sorry to burden you.  

Here are the details of the first dream:

It  happened approx. 28 years ago,  when my baby was an infant.  This was before Jesus saved my soul and before I had ever read a word of scripture.  In this dream I was walking downstairs in my basement in my home home  here in north Spokane.  In this dream I was  walking my baby to comfort and sooth her colic.   As I was facing southwest all of a sudden there were no walls, or I could see right through them.  I 'saw" a mushroom cloud explode right before my eyes and expand.  I knew immediately it was an unprovoked, surprise  nuclear attack on Fairchild AFB.  As I watched, the mushroom cloud grew larger growing higher into the sky.  I  then saw  the wall of nuclear fire  coming out towards me.   My thought processes was , 'I have to run."   But, before I could even turn my head the nuclear wall of fire burned through me. It hurt so bad.  (This wall of fire came fast, and wasn't stopping.  This was a large nuclear bomb.  Spokane and surrounding areas had to be consumed in this nuclear fire.)   The burning, searing pain passed through me in  a second.  I was left standing alive.  I was surprised and could not understand how I or the babe could still be alive and apparently physical.  I marveled, wondered. 

    The dream ended, immediately I woke up.   I wondered greatly at the dream.  I marveled how I could be alive.   The exact same dream happened night, after night, after night, on and on.  At the same time every night, the exact same dream.  The fire hurt so bad.  I wondered, pondered what it could mean.  I still ponder all these years later, and pray.

    The only verse in Scripture  that can even come close to describing it is:  SURELY THE DAY IS COMING; IT WILL BURN LIKE A FURNACE..... BUT FOR YOU WHO REVERE MY NAME THE SUN OF RIGHTEOUSNESS WILL RISE WITH HEALING IN ITS WINGS.  AND YOU WILL GO OUT LIKE CALVES RELEASED FROM A STALL. 

 Here are the details of the second dream.  This dream occurred exactly one year after the world trade towers were destroyed.  The circumstances leading to this dream are:

     I knew from reading, studying  Revelation 9:13-19  that a great world war is coming.  Revelation 9;14,15 reveals that this war will start at the banks of the Euphrates river and go out and kill 1/3 of humanity.  Fire, smoke, and sulfur will consume 1/3 of man kind (Revelation 9:18).  This is a massive  nuclear strike.  The nations on the banks of the Euphrates; Iraq, Iran, Syria will win this nuclear war.  (We know at this time, 2013, that Iran is developing nuclear enrichment.)  

   At the time of my dream, 2002 our boys were fighting on the banks of the Euphrates in Iraq.  I realized the implications for America... they win, we lose.  God empowered me to go on a 3 week fast.  I  begged God for mercy on America for 3 weeks during this fast.   After 3 weeks were up I woke up that morning.  I then went back to sleep to get an hour of shut eye before getting my son ready for school.  I heard in a dream, (while asleep, just like someone telling me in words)  "World war 3 will be in 15 years."  I woke up, looked at the calendar and was surprised and shocked at the date.  September 11, 2002.  It was approx. 7 a.m.  Pacific standard time. The exact same time the world trade towers had been destroyed 1 year earlier. 

   I don't know if God has spoken to me through these dreams or not.  I submit them to you for your serious consideration and prayer.  Thank-you.   Regardless, the message is the same, whether we have 4 more minutes to live, 4 more months, 4 more years, or 4 more decades.  Let us not live for this life anymore.  Let us live for Jesus and the life eternal to come.  TO LIVE IS CHRIST, TO DIE IS GAIN.

  I continue to ask God for mercy on America.   I pray to Jesus to shut down the abortion clinic here in Spokane.  I pray for a great end time harvest.  Jesus tells us in John 4;35 isv,   "LOOK, I TELL YOU, OPEN YOUR EYES AND OBSERVE THAT THE FIELDS ARE READY FOR HARVESTING NOW."   Oh, they're beautiful, and golden, and glistening.  I pray the Lord of the Harvest raise up workers for His harvest. 

 EVEN SO, COME LORD JESUS.  THE GRACE OF THE LORD JESUS BE WITH YOU.

Thank-you for your consideration.

Love in Christ, always 

Sid

Coming Nuclear Wars

Don't be deceived.  Nuclear war is coming to this world.  That's what all the Prophets foresaw and Revelation reveals.

Don't be deceived Jesus warns us.  (Mt. 24)    Revelation explicitely tells us the earth will burn in war before the coming of the great and awesome day Jesus arrives again!  Even so , come Lord Jesus.

In a dream, recurring.  I saw a nuclear blast on Fairchild Airforce base.  Nuclear fire wall  decimated  the entire Spokane and vicinity area.  In another dream 3 years later the date of WW3 was revealed to me.  September 11, 2017. (Approx. 7am PST)   I don't know if these were burdens, or warnings from God, or simply strange, bad dreams.  So, I'm posting the details for you just in case they may have any possibility of being a dream of warning from the Lord, YHWH.

Evangelical Ephesus Here and Now

 

Jesus' messages for today, here and now!

Revelation 2 English Standard Version (ESV)

To the Church in Ephesus

2 “To the angel of the church in Ephesus write: ‘The words of him who holds the seven stars in his right hand, who walks among the seven golden lampstands.

2 “‘I know your works, your toil and your patient endurance, and how you cannot bear with those who are evil, but have tested those who call themselves apostles and are not, and found them to be false. 3 I know you are enduring patiently and bearing up for my name's sake, and you have not grown weary. 4 But I have this against you, that you have abandoned the love you had at first. 5 Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent, and do the works you did at first. If not, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place, unless you repent. 6 Yet this you have: you hate the works ofthe Nicolaitans, which I also hate. 7 He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To the one who conquers I will grant to eat of the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God.’

How I long to eat of the fruit of the tree of eternal life which is in the garden paradise of God.  To overcome, and be worthy of Him is the highest ideal of my life.  To seek to please Him makes me happy.  Do you know what makes Jesus the happiest?  Loving Him makes our Lord happy.  worshipping Jesus pleases Him and empowers us.

So, what does Jesus message to Ephesus have to do with you and I today?  I think we are Ephesus.  (And Sardius).  Of course, most Evangelical Scholars of our day say we are Laodecia, luke warm and repulsive to Christ.  (Missler, Welty)  

Why do I say we are Ephesus?  Because of all the reasons:  Jesus walks among us.  He moves with power.  We are the golden lampstands empowered by His Spirit.  He is present when we work and when we worship.  We don't worship HIm enough.  We work, we toil, we have patience, we endure, we don't tolerate false doctrine, etc, etc, etc.  But, how we have fallen,  we have abandoned our first love, specifically the Churchs lack of love for others, and, alas, our love for Christ has grown cold.  (Need an example?  Look at the divorce rate.  Look at the people in your own life who could and should love you but don't.  We don't need to look any further.)

It is time for the Evangelical Church, Ephesus, you and I to repent.  That simply means to turn back to love andj obey Jesus.  And to simply love, cherish and help one another.  May God empower us to.

The Fear of the Lord, the Love of God

 

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom.

The key verse of proverbs, the secret of life eternal, the secret of living a life here and now is to seek to please God.  

Jesus told us Who to fear.  He said:4“But I tell you, my friends, never be afraid of those who kill the body and after that can’t do anything more. 5I’ll show you the one you should be afraid of. Be afraid of the one who has the authority to throw you into helld after killing you. Yes, I tell you, be afraid of him!  (Luke 12:4,5 ISV

What do I think is even greater?  Love God. …36"Teacher, which is the great commandment in the Law?" 37And He (Jesus) said to him, "'YOU SHALL LOVE THE LORD YOUR GOD WITH ALL YOUR HEART, AND WITH ALL YOUR SOUL, AND WITH ALL YOUR MIND.' 38"This is the great and foremost commandment.… (Mt. 22)  

When we love Jesus, we obey Him. "If you love me, keep my commands.(Jn. 14:15)  

John 14:21
Whoever has my commands and keeps them is the one who loves me. The one who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love them and show myself to them."
John 14:23
Jesus replied, "Anyone who loves me will obey my teaching. My Father will love them, and we will come to them and make our home with them.
John 15:10
If you keep my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have kept my Father's commands and remain in his love.
1 John 2:3
We know that we have come to know him if we keep his commands.
1 John 5:3
In fact, this is love for God: to keep his commands. And his commands are not burdensome,
2 John 1:6
And this is love: that we walk in obedience to his commands. As you have heard from the beginning, his command is that you walk in love.

 so that you may live a life worthy of the Lord and please him in every way: bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God (col. 1:10)  2 Corinthians 5:9
So we make it our goal to please him, whether we are at home in the body or away from it.
Ephesians 4:1
As a prisoner for the Lord, then, I urge you to live a life worthy of the calling you have received.
Ephesians 5:10
and find out what pleases the Lord.
Colossians 2:6
So then, just as you received Christ Jesus as Lord, continue to live your lives in him,
Titus 3:14
Our people must learn to devote themselves to doing what is good, in order to provide for urgent needs and not live unproductive lives